It’s Halloween, 2010, and I don’t feel like celebrating anything. Abby is still in the NICU 12 days after she was born. Normally I love celebrating the Holiday as a child, a chance to dress up and collect candy, and attendand parties, and it’s also my brother, Alan’s birthday. But this year I stay in…

I’ve watched enough TV medical drama shows to know that it’s bad news when everyone comes into your room. And group of experts just came into my hospital room. Two days pior I had an emergency C-section. The night before that I was induced for labor, I had to spend the night in the hospital…

As a Fifth grader, growing up in an Christian home, out of the blue, around the Christmas holiday, I remember thinking “Is God real?” Sure I’ve been to church my whole life, and my best friend was the preacher’s youngest daughter and when  to church camp every summer, but I relized I need to figure…